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drafted 9/17/2010.

November fun!

This month was full of fun. :)
I had training that kept me off the phone for a week.
A lot of vacation leaves were plotted and approved.
I was able to see up north (Ilocos) and down south (Cebu).
I attended a mass with joyjoy and November celebrants were blessed.
A lot of great things have been given to me by God and I know that I can never thank him enough.


Here are some of the things that happened during my birthday month. Ü

24/42 video in Ilocos

Happy Birthday din sau Kuya Raffy, our tour guide/ driver during our Ilocos Trip. Nov. 29 din birthday nya.. :)

red balloons!

Wishes, I hope they don't just fly away.. :)

happy happy birthday tin and kat

more cakes to come... Ü

College friends

my 24yrs of friendship.. :)

Until next year... I wanna go somewhere else again. Ü

...thoughts while having breakfast in Seybuu :)

While waiting for Kat and Ivy to wake up, I decided to go out of our room to have a walk and have coffee.

There were a lot of thoughts that entered my mind and so I decided to write some of those.

Nov 28 2010 8:15am McDonalds, Fuente Osmeña St., Cebu City

...breakfast in Cebu alone, ayaw pa kasi bumangon ng mga kasama ko

...hamdesal with egg and cofee @ Mcdo.

...kj umaambon gusto ko sanang mag-commute papuntang  Basilica de Sto.Niño
...I love Cebu! hindi ako natatakot gumala mag-isa (siguro kasi naiintindihan ko language nila)

...perfect sana kung may BEAAACCHHHHHH!

...sana huminto na ang ambon dahil ayoko maglakad ng basa ang kalsada
...ang galing ko! Hindi ako nalasing kagabi!yeabah

...more than an hour na ung nakalipas, tulog pa kaya sila? nasasayangan ako sa oras

...i have a lot of thoughts kasi page 2 na pla toh.. :P

..."why can't it be" Nina's version. apparently andito pa din ako sa Mcdo

...24 na pala ko bukas, ano na bang nagawa ko for the last 24 years of my life, naging meaningful kaya?

...narealize ko today na okay din pala magpunta sa malayong lugar if you want to think things over

..."I wont last a day without you" ,currently on air... one of my fave songs nung elementary days ko

...punta na ba ko ng church o balik na ng room? ung ambon wala pa din tigil

..."A Friend", on air..hehe nice.Ü isa sa pinakaunang songs na nagustuhan ko, reminiscing my childhood now.

...tama si Alf maraming foreigners dito, lalo na mga koreans...makikinis, ang sarap sugatan

...7 mins na lang 9am na at mukhang tulog pa din sila. punta na lang ako magisa

...3 mins, I'm about to leave... Ü

Photos while I was on my way to the Basilica.

Nagjeep ako papunta at pabalik. :)

Magellan's Cross

Basilica de Sto. Niño

I was lucky enough to find a seat near the altar.

Amazing ceiling of the Basilica

'Coz when a heart breaks,it doesn't break even...

Breakeven

The Script

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,

Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,

'Coz I got time while she got freedom,

Coz when a heart breaks

no it don't break even.

Her best days will be some of my worst,

She finally met a man that's gonna put her first,

While I'm wide awake, she's no trouble sleeping,

'Coz when a heart breaks

no it don't break even, even no.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you

What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok

I'm falling to pieces

I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason

But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding

'Coz she's moved on while I'm still grieving

And when a heart breaks

no it don't break even, even no.

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you

What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok

I'm falling to pieces, yeah

I'm falling to pieces, yeah

I'm falling to pieces

(One still in love

while the other one's leaving)

I'm falling to pieces,

(Cuz when a heart breaks

no it don't break even)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain,

You took your suitcase, I took the blame.

Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh.

'Coz you left me with no love, with no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,

Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,

'Coz I got time while she got freedom,

'Coz when a heart breaks

no it don't break, no it don't

break, no it don't break even no.

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you

What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok

I'm falling to pieces, yeah

I'm falling to pieces, yeah

I'm falling to pieces,

(One still in love

while the other one's leaving)

I'm falling to pieces,

(Cuz when a heart breaks

no it don't break even)

Oh, it don't break even, no

Oh, it don't break even, no

Oh, It don't break even, no

topak...

...tinotopak na naman ako
...nakakainis na kasi
...hindi marunong makahalata
...hindi makaramdam
...napakahirap pakiusapan


... :(

ang buhay talaga minsan ay nakakatuwa .. :)

...un lang ang masasabi ko

...bow ;)

A Short Story: HOLE

...Someone left Somebody for his family. Somebody's heart was  broken and tried to move on. Nobody came and offered love to Somebody but she said she's still in love Someone. Everyone is expecting a happy ending for Someone and Somebody but Everyone was wrong. Someone hasn't changed. Someone is still the same jerk he was when he left. Somebody's heart whom she thought has been healed is once again bleeding. Everyone hates Someone and wishes to help Somebody but doesn't know how. :'(

?????

I made a decision. I know some of my friends will not approve..
I wasn't sure of it but I did it anyway..
And now im not at peace with it. I dont know what to do..
:(